24th May 2008

   Today was SAP's family day, I followed boo went to the event which held at The Mines Wonderland.

   Hmm... we played basketball, golf, formula 1 and lucky ball. At the end, we won some prizes, not bad huh? Oh ya! We had play some tele-match as well. Threw the water balloons n caught it with a pail. Haiz... if the balloon I threw can be in then our team will win. But the during the pk we lose. After games section, we walked around to take some photos. Then.... tea time.

   After tea, the events was end. Then was our leisure time. Firstly we went to the ice factory. We were the first visitors! Haha... we put on the sweater and enter the room. Oh gosh... it was so dark! Both of us were very scared and not dare to move on. Fortunately, there was a family coming in. Therefore, we pretend nothing and just continue walking. Wow! The ice factory was so nice!!!! but, it was very cold...

  Next we walk around and took a lot of photos. At night, watched the water dance and it was time to go home.

  Overall, I felt very haapy for today. It was very nice that I could spend time with him.

-winter angel-

   Yestreday was Valentine's Day. Of coz go to date with my dear dear lerr...

   Few days ago I told him 2 months don wanna see each other, so that he has more time to rest at home and do his own stuff. He keeps on asking me why. I think he is worry that we will break up and so on. Then,wednesday I ask yong do me a favour. Ask him for lunch by using his name at bukit bintang pizza hut by 12.30.

   Finally, it's 14 Feb, valentine. I go there early by 12 noon and wait for him near his office. Feel very funny, there was a girl same as me, waiting someone. She came late than me but met her dear earlier than me. Nvm, wish her Happy Valentine's Day as well. Then, my dear dear late lor.. When he saw me, he just kept on smiling and walked to me. Then, just have lunch at pizza hut ar..

   Haiz.. after lunch, gotta wait him till 5.30. Hmm.. what to do? Who ask me choose him as my dear wor.. Then the 4 hours I just used to visit my friends who work around the area. First station, Low Yat to visit mei zhen and yi jia. Stayed there for around 1 hour then go to Time square meet cc, chat with him quite long time then go to next shop, visit fei fong. Haha.. we chit chat all the time, I think almost half an hour ba??? After that I walked around time square to find things, but couldn't get it. Next, go back to Low Yat met Mei Zhen. Stayed there a while then went back to Raja Chulan met my dear. Funny thing happened, I met the girl again. And still the same, I reach there earlier than her but she walked away earlier than me. ^_^

   Dear dear came out la... He said didn't expect I will come, so had to walked to Sg wang to withdraw money. Along the way, saw many couple holding flowers n people who selling flowers. Walau! 1 rose cost RM18. Ni memang lintah darah! Haiz.. here's the problem. Where shall we go for our dinner? First first wanna go The Ship, but I said expensive then we walked to time square. But he was so high taste, no restaurant make him satisfy. Thus, lastly, we walked back to The Ship. Argh.. my legs wanna patah liao...Wanna force him buy me a new shoes first. Hehe..

  Omg, The Ship indeed 'people mountain people sea'! Have to wait for seat.. But, shall I said we were lucky? We got a seat which was... Haha.. got candle de.. ( not every table got candle de o!) Once seated, no doubt, ordered couple set. Hmm.. the set not bad o! Very delicious! And I like those dishes.. But the cost make me ahem la...around RM200. Just a dinner, cost RM200. Hehe.. before we left the ship, we took some photos as memoir. Dun know we had took how many photos, until I think next table oso laughed us liao.. When we left the ship, oh gosh! There was so many people waiting outside while we just now still so relax inside there and took photos. Pai seh la~

   After dinner, slowly walked to LRT station and go home. Though it was just a dinner, but I feel nice and enjoy. Coz as long as together with him, everything is fine. Tk, I love u! Keep the bear bear nicely o!

1月20日

    家仪，佩凤和丽芬送了我一本书。那本书是我很想要的。家仪也很用心地用黑纸来包礼物。黑纸上也很用心思地去设计。谢谢你们啦！

1月19日

   今天是我的生日。一大清早，我就回学校探望我的members。原来他们为我安排了一个惊喜派对，并送上一个狗狗给我。那狗狗好可爱哦！而那蛋糕呢，也很好吃。谢谢你们的巧克力蛋糕和礼物。大约十一点的时候，我打算走人了。因为我约了他啊。真的很抱歉，我让他等了大约一个小时。我也是必不得已的，对不起。

  当我走出校门时，远远看见一个男生捧着一束花站在那儿。原来是他！几乎在场的人都对着我们欢呼。那束花是由16只乌龟和1只Hello Kitty 组成的。好可爱哦！我很喜欢！原本应该是有17只乌龟的，我想应该是花店老板算错数吧。接着我们就去timesquare庆祝我的生日。我们先陪pei yi去欢喜地吃午餐。然后呢就去打打保龄球。我们只打了一场就匆匆离开了。真可怜，我又包尾了。不过没关系，因为我只是享受那个过程，而不注重结果。之后我们就到low yat 的 red box 唱k。不过pei yi 没跟我们一起唱。她先独自回去了。对不起啊。。。

   进了k房，开始点歌，点水，点食物。。。唱到一半的时候，他说要上厕所。我也不已为意。忽然，有人开门。紧接着生日歌响起而他却捧着蛋糕走进来。边走边唱生日歌，有一种浪漫的感觉。嘻嘻。。。（?，）我们两个人，就这样将整个蛋糕吃光了。好饱哦！饱到连晚餐也没吃就回家了。他还送了一个亲手缝制的狗狗给我。说真的，它还满可爱哦！感觉上我们好像掉换了角色。应该是我缝给他，现在却变成他缝给我了。有点怪怪的。。。

回到家大约是晚上10。30 了。应为我们原本是唱到6点的，但不知为何却可以唱到9点。难道是生日优惠？？？哈哈。。。今天我过了一个很难忘的18岁生日。

      Recently I am so blur.. like the soul isn't with me. do what oso can't concentrate. everyday just sit at  there only..

      Why ppl muz die? If I can control someone' life, isn't it very good? many things had passed but they are still in my mind. reminding me about their existance. I just can't put them down. help la.. i'm so down recently. no will go for any joy and play. after exam oso didn't go for any celebration, just went home straight away. gila club organize a trip to sunway lagoon, I refused to join as well. Just dun have the will to go for any fun. even today, plan to go for movie but i choose to stay at home oso. I have many food and games wanna eat and play, but just think only. I never wanted to make my thoughts bcome true.

      I almost can't differentiate my dreams and the real world. some dreams are so real and I have a wrong sense that it is a real incident. I keep on thinking oso can't. but, if they are real, i will be happy, i think. do u believe dreaming? do u believe ur dream will turn true? I believe. tat's y if i have any nightmare which is logically, i am afraid that it will turn true.

      Am i used to be one person? Am i dun need anyperson to complete my life? love, family, frens, which one can I have it for forever? for me to choose, I want.................... (secret)

      Is it cry can make someone feel better and release? if yes, i wish i can cry out, to make myself happy. but i was very happy when mum cooked  seaweed sup for me. Tue i just said i wanna drink seaweed sup coz long time didn't drink liao. then the next day, which is yesterday, she went to buy seaweed and cooked seaweed sup for me. Wow, thought she didn't say anything, but i could feel her care, her love. so nice.. family warmth and family love. my mum is like that.. if she afford, she will full fill my desire without say it, but show me by her action . thanks mum! I love u!

-winter angel-